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2004.09.02 Thursday
Website downtime with 1&1
If you have noticed lately that TORLEY.COM (my website) was down, I apologize for this. My domain hosting company, 1&1, has been having problems of one kind or another and I've sent them a support email requesting help.
 
I hope they get this fixed soon -- like real soon -- because it's not the first time it's happened to me... more like the 4th or 5th now over the last few months (not including "outages" I didn't know about). I'd like to find out what's going on. It makes me sad.
 
Sorry about this. :(
 
Thanks, Paul, for the heads-up!

A visitor made this comment,
You're welecome ;)

Paul

comment added :: 4th September 2004, 13:22 GMT-08
 

2004.08.31 Tuesday
In my dreams...
I experience a lot of things while I am sleeping. I know my own personal distinctions between fantasy and reality, and much as I like to draw parallels between art and life, I do know that both have a very valid place in one's person and that imaginations are often too snuffed out or severely stifled by the time one gets to even a young age of adulthood (that being, the window of 18-19 human years).
 
I see streets in my dream like "Whalen & St. Saint Boulevard" which may have no real analogue/analog in my waking life, but they are signs of something. I feel a continuing quest for an Enlightenment, and as much as I'd like to care about Deja Vu, sometimes even that pales in comparison to the sheer, Lovecraftian alienness of encountering a stark yet oddly fertile wilderness of the inner mind -- all when sleeping.
 
In my dreams, I'm a great advice-giver. Better than Dear Abby and Ann Landers (all of them, subsequent generations up to 2501 A.D. or so) put together. When I'm awake, this is not so. My advice is to be heeded cautiously like a fellow not even dipping his toe into a tub of lava (and what is the tub made of?), because it has been known to harm more than help. At times, anyway. This is why I would put out more disclaimers, not for the safety of myself but my care & concern for the wellbeing of others. And still, I dream some more... without trying to come off too cautiously, I dream of: great wax skyscrapers in the shapes of flowers and hybrid eating utensils (the "spork" being only the tip of the tongue); cyberpunk wuxia battles taking place across the stormy, oddly sunny skies which laugh and cry at the same time; practicing human interaction and socializing as to get better and better at what I do not understand and what I may not "get" but which I am deeply captivated by; and Enlightenment.
 
Is there a lot people don't really believe in because they know it's not true but know of nothing better? I can only speak for myself, and in my example, it once was true but the fakeness of those masks have collapsed and the masks I employ now have more of a sinister yet forthright sensibility, not unlike an Eyes Wide Shut-style ballroom dance. A stoic lust. I've grown to challenge unconventional ideas in my own quest -- whatever that is -- and although I know why the sky is blue, technically, I can't help but wonder about it on some philosophical level. Like that old piece of poultry.
 
I'm a friendly eccentric. I've come to accept this. Not because I have anything against "normality", oh no -- I am most fascinated by white picket fences and the mundane things that most people take for granted like tying shoelaces and making small talk (not SmallTalk the programming language). I've come to find things about myself which I always knew but could never explain with the relevation of Asperger's Syndrome, and life continues on. As do the dreams.
 
I am thankful for the blessings in my life. Blessings like My Very Own Blog (TM), so I may express myself in some almost-coherent manner. (I don't forget: I'm still frustrated and angry because of my hearing problem -- hyperacusis -- it keeps me from my music; my passion of sharing with you... we shall see, hear what happens in a few months's time. *sighs*) Some days have more clarity than others, but if diamonds had no coal, who would know the difference? Sometimes the pearls need the swine, ya know, and I stand to learn a lot from the experiences of others and hopefully apply a distilled form of some of that to my own life. (I could copy-and-paste some witty acid quote here, but I'll save that for another day.)
 
I'm me, Torley. And as long as I sleep, I will continue to dream. ^_^

A visitor made this comment,
Now let me explain about how things are like in MY dreams.

Everything's backwords. Normal people are weird and weird people are normal. Neurotypical people get obsessions (one of the main ones is this museum). The definitions in the dictionary are all messed up. And almost anything can happen.

There are no laws in there. But that's okay (except for a couple where I got followed by annoying people trying to kill me [which is not my typical dream]), because the real strength in my dreams is weirdness, not necessarily peace (although peace is also important).

In my dreams, I can fly. Not really a breast-stroke-type flying. More like a floating-on-my-knees-type. I'm actually pretty good at it.

Well, that's all I have to say. Bye!

Mich

comment added :: 4th September 2004, 04:11 GMT-08
Torley's techno music made this comment,
Thank you, thank you Jeremy. And HI. That's a really cool story, and I thankya for sharing it with me.

Signed to a label? Me? Who knows what time holds. All I know is that my path has always been an eccentric one, much like myself. It is difficult to describe as I go along, but I think it will make sense in hindsight.

I appreciate what you have to say!

*does power chord twang* ;)

comment added :: 1st September 2004, 19:11 GMT-08
A visitor made this comment,
Torley Wong, the one and only! I heard your beats back in my freshman year of highschool oh so many years ago and couldn't get them out of my head. It was off a mix CD a friend had gotten from a friend and he didn't know the name of the artist who's music made my soul rave. So, i got depressed. The song was Xristophan, both mixes. I looked for it for a very long time, will my brother, http://www.inhhume.150m.com, got into the underground music scene with his band. Their drummer/programmer had that song playing in his car, and I finally found out who it was.

Your music is incredible, your genuis is obvious, and I think you should be signed to a label by now. You're up there with Oakenfold man.

I just wanted to say hi, tell you that I'm very honored that you're going to be reading this, and that in my book you're a rock star.

"Keep it rockin' in the free world!"

Jeremy T

http://www.xanga.com/starvingcollegestudent

comment added :: 1st September 2004, 18:36 GMT-08
 

2004.08.24 Tuesday
VOTE NOW: TranceAddict's Top 100 EDM Tracks
System J (the Rave Crab ;) ) initiated a new poll on TranceAddict. It's formally titled:
 
 
As he said:
"This is an idea which I hope will go ahead and work. Basically, we have endless threads about what our favourite tracks ever are, so I thought it would be a good idea to take everyone's choices and come up with an official Top 100.
 
It works like this: You put your top ten tracks in a list. The top track gets ten points, the second gets nine, and so on... like this:"
EDM stands for Electronic Dance Music, so all genres in the umbrella are open to be nominated. The rules and everything are posted clearly, so if you'd like to chime in your Top 10 faves and see what comes out -- the survey ends on August 27, hurry up! -- I wholeheartedly encourage you to have some fun and share your cherry picks. If you don't have a TranceAddict account already, you'll need to sign up. It's a quick-n-easy procedure.
 
Here are my choices, mostly melodic and an aural juxtaposition between the familiar and the alien: 
  • BT - P A R I S
  • The Prodigy - Smack My Bitch Up
  • James Holden - A Break In The Clouds
  • Orbital - Lush 3-1
  • 'N Sync - Pop
  • Hybrid - Finished Symphony
  • Aphex Twin - Girl/Boy Song
  • Moby - Shining
  • Kraftwerk - The Model
  • Yellow Magic Orchestra - Rydeen
My reasoning behind each of these picks is explained here. It was difficult so I spontaneously went with what was the cream of the crop off the top of my head. There are so many great tunes, and thinking + feeling about this helped to reaffirm my faith in the future of techno music.

A newbie asks questions; the TAs give their answers; discussion continues
On TranceAddict, a newbie aptly named NooBey -- although he'll be chock-full of knowledge in due time and I'm not sure how his name will suit him a few years down the line! -- asked this politely:


 
Can someone please answer these NOOB questions?

I have a few questions and I would be very happy if someone could give me the answers.
1. What does "Mainstream" means?
2. What does "Commercial" means? (Commercial tracks that is)
3. What does "Uplifting" means? (Uplifting tracks that is)
4. What's the difference between Psy-Trance and Psychedelic?
5. How can I tell if the genre of a perticular track is Club? I know how to distinguish between Trance, Dance, House and Psychedelic but I still can't tell if a track is Club.

Thanks for the help!
 
These are very obvious, valid questions to ask because the terms are used so often within the scene that it would render one somewhat mentally bankrupt to even begin to discuss without a further understanding -- or if not that, at least some insight into the context of what is actually going on. I will say this: beware of trance dogma. You must challenge conventionally accepted ideas to find personal truths. The discussion continues here.

Also, another hot topic:
 
Is TRANCE a dirty word?

Here in the UK when i am out and about i often meet people who take an interest in the fact that i DJ and Produce. The most common question of course is "What type of music do you play?" to which i always respond "Electronic dance music". Sometimes this is enough to satisfy their curiosity but others often enquire further "What type of dance music?" and here the problem lies.

Many years ago when trance was still underground i had no problems in proudly puffing out my chest and declaring "I play trance music" but now days i say "Trance" and then before you could blink an eye, back it up with "But not that commercial crap in the charts like - Pretty Green Eyes...... etc etc etc".

I hate the fact that i now have to launch into a detailed defence of my music before they have the chance to sneer.

Am i just paranoid (and there was never going to be a sneer in the first place!!) or have the commercial money makers damaged the reputation of our music so badly that you guys feel the same as me???

Millsy
 
Glad you asked, Millsy. My own feeling on the matter includes this: imploding psychology and peer pressure get in the way of one's enjoyment of the music, and instead of listening to what you really want as I touched on in a previous post, you end up listening to whatever avoids incurring the wrath of your "friends", aka technosnobs who should stray far away from. UGH. Please don't do that, it's really fake and lame. If you're going to live, you should at least be entitled to select the soundtrack to your life. Even if people bug ya and give you a ribbing, hang in there and keep on keeping on. The discussion continues here.

Naturally, sometimes queries like this are unrightly shoved under the rug on the dancefloor because they can be perceived as a raving white elephant in the room and ignored... but ignored for how long? It's easier to give a "I don't care" than to buck the trend and introduce new ideas and execution into the ecosystem of techno music. In fact, it's downright hypocritical not to advance this, as technology -- and progress! -- are cruxes of the collective lineage. We need continuing, expanding diversity in order to flourish: there are many types of music for many types of people.

And it's really that simple.


2004.08.23 Monday
Chandrasutra blogs: "The wonderful world of Torley Wong"
I recently got in touch with Chandrasutra -- ne Melanie aka HTMel (which is the best pun I've heard in ages) -- via Chatango (like you can see below). It was a curious, timely incident as we had both been on Joi Ito's blog prior. Chandrasutra has a very nice blog, and is a very avid voyager in the realms of the blogosphere! To say the least, she is a very active human being, passionate about her interests.

Mel, thank you graciously for your blog about my blog! I am honored. I feel anything else I say will have to expressed through music, ha ha, so I hope my ears get better REAL SOON so I can assemble some more sonic constructs ;)
 

A visitor made this comment,
Thanks Torley! I just couldn't help writing a post about finding your blog and sharing what I found here with my readers. Onwards and upwards! ;-)

Mel

comment added :: 23rd August 2004, 10:49 GMT-08
 

2004.08.22 Sunday
A special thankyou to Blog-City, Avril rocks, J-pop, supersaw
I've had this blog for a few Earth-months now and just wanted to make it clear I appreciate and am thankful to Blog-City for hosting it. I always knew there was something different about them, ever since the time I started customizing. I wish them and all of this domain much honor and prosperity. I don't quite recall why I wanted to have a blog in the first place, but I did know I wanted to get torley.com up and running again. And I am thankful for that as well.

Oooh! I just got an issue of Elle Girl magazine in the post. I like to read fashion/megatrends/lifestyle magazines for both female and male genders so that I might learn what is socially popular. Avril Lavigne is on the cover. She rocks! In this magazine, she looks like an edgy ballerina and her skin is like the finest porcelain slash alabaster. I like her cat's-eye makeup. Always have, and I think, always will.

On the J(apanese)-pop front, it has been said that
Japanese Acts Woo U.S. Through Anime. Obviously, cultural differences come into play and there's got to be more coming over than pretty girls singing pop songs, because we have plenty of that here as it stands. Interjective thought: Puffy AmiYumi have a cartoon I will likely never see because 1) I no longer get Cartoon Network and 2) I hardly watch TV, but I wish them well with their new audiovisual media enterprise. They have one song, "Tokyo Nights", which sounds very much like the standard "Radio Killed The Video Star" which is nothing less than a paramount favorite of Mr. Zephos's.

*Ahem.* I would like to focus on unique personalities like that of
Utada, who has her Stateside debut coming soon. I don't want to use the word "Americanized" (what does that mean anyway? There are so many pockets of Americana) but I'll go ahead and use it and I hope it reflects her original artistic vision. I am still stumped why something like "Travelling" was not released as a single here -- granted, the English translation of the lyrics was odd, but no odder than a Shakira hit featuring seven-legged cats. That is awesome pop production and the video is luscious sight to behold, a real visual feast slash treat. It has been noted that Utada admires Bjork. I hope the two of them shack up and collaborate. Speaking of obvious ideas finally exploited, Bjork has an exciting new album which is all (almost all?) vocals. Including vocals used as all manner of instruments including percussion beatboxing and perhaps stringy orchestrations too. If you think, "Rahzel must be involved in something like this", indeed you are right, and he is.

In the trance cliche dept. which I enjoy having fun with: Got SUPERSAW?


2004.08.20 Friday
What is techno music? What does it mean to me?
More thoughtful discussion over at TranceAddict happened today. "TECHNO" is a big, puffy word, not unlike those little pillowy guys who advertise toilet paper. Sorry, I forget their names at the moment, but I'm a sucker for cute mascots. So being a type of person who will knowingly embrace contradictions, I wanted to respectfully answer mndeg's question:

how come you use the word techno as in all electronic music?
 
Most excellent question. Here's my answer why I use the word techno as in all electronic music. I also touch on part of what techno means to me, and why I am obsessed with it... well, I allude to that bit subtlely. ;)
Words like these really rely on personal truths within you as a unique individual. What do I mean by that? Well, for 'stance, I mean that someone who's never had a wonderful clubbing experience -- all sweaty and smiley and perhaps on drugs, perhaps not, but undeniably having an awesome time -- is going to have a very different view of techno music than a lab scientist whose involvement in the music is more theoretical.

I am, of course, a hybrid of both and an appreciator of diversity, and in the future I will grow increasingly hungry for these experiences like Urgo (of Stargate SG-1 fame) is for pie. I'm a staunch DISBELIEVER in telling others what they should think & feel when it comes to such a powerful, Teutonic word as "TECHNO", and so, I share my information but leave their decisions up to them.

And this is how I learn!

Speaking of learning, I came across another couple of pages highlighting peaks of earlier electronic music,
the first from the 60s. (Wow, that girl on the floral mattress looks so happily fine!) Here's the second one -- the 70s! I don't think they ever completed this series though. It was supposed to go up to the 90s, and never did.

Onwards, techno ho!


2004.08.19 Thursday
Respect the roots of techno music, or the tree might fall on top of you!
It's no secret that the electronic world of techno music is still burgeoning and growing shoots and leaves in a variety of directions, spawning subcults of subgenres and substyles every what-it-seems-like fortnight. Like a brilliant symphony of firecrackers exploding across an already beautiful Aurora Borealis, the variety and diversity of what is one freakin' YUGE umbrella is staggering. Not to mention how electronic sounds have infiltrated -- or more recently, boldly marched into -- all manner of other kinds of music, from country to pop to rock to rolling on... and need I say the instrumental section of most hip-hop, which encapsulates not only synthesizers (i.e. Timbaland's take on the acid house sounds and his stuttered swing beats which bring to mind the jagged breaks of drum 'n' bass) and sampling (this one goes without an explanation)? To channel Ben Kingsley via proxy of Conan O'Brien, "Yes! Yes!! Yes!!!"

It's no surprise then, that it is really hard to catch up with the present which bridges into the future. And by extension, that makes it all the more difficult to trace the roots of the music, and in a parallel way, enjoy what came before because we are so used to the beefed-up sounds of today that many younguns think that Kraftwerk sounds thin and tinny without even stopping to think of the context of the times. Oh, how we take things for granted! Yes, we have plenty of room of improvement, but we've come such a long way, baby. We live in a hyper-age of attention deficit. Next! Well, the pioneers pride themselves on their in-contrast-to-today beeps and bleeps, and perhaps that's the point. A stylistic beauty unique to them which heralded synthesizers as being part of pop music's repertoire of instrumentation during a time where most of these music-making machines were associated with academic experiments which the people by far and large cannot relate to.

There is no room for ignorance in a TECHNOlogically-based music form that prides itself on attention to technical detail and inscrutable knowledge of digital facts, plastered all over the mind's ear like a beehive full of angry buzzers that has just fallen on top of a poor critter (take your pick: whale, porcupine, or amoeba). Clubbers talk about the trance of today and the house of here and there and the progressive which is oddly regressive, and they know what exists NOW, but they do not know of names like Kraftwerk, Larry Fast, Can, Perry & Kingsley, Juan Atkins, and onwards. Oh, perhaps they've heard of them, and the words do convey a message but remember this: the music is a message all its own, and it deserves to be heard. With digital technology such as the internet (capitalize it if you wish), finding music from previously in the timeline is no great chore, and one must not make excuses to search out "classical electronic music" dating back to the 60s and even before -- if you happen to have an itchin' for the eerie theremin stylings of Clara Rockwell.

So if you feel tempted to discover more and expand your horizons and vertical/diagonal whatevers, go ahead! Enjoy! (It's like a family tree, albeit one that may prove to have far more chemicals involved and illegitimate children than your biological relations.) Seek out progressive trance before it was called that and was "humbly" known as epic house. Search for techno classics in the day before WYHIWYG sequencers or even the pivotal points where the trains of tech and hip-hop merged, coughing up many an electro breakdance spectacular in the 80s like the Bambaataa-beaten "Planet Rock". You don't have to like it -- and you should NEVER force yourself to -- but you should give it a spirited ears open, because you never know what gems you might come across that really move you. It's not ancestor worship; it's paying the utmost respect to the greats of the team who had a hard time getting the novel electronic sounds out to the public. And guess what? The next generation will say that about us too. All good things in time.

Also, I wholeheartedly recommend that you read interviews with today's luminaries and look up who they looked up to, and track it back from there. Not only do you get a better appreciation of where X DJ or Y producer is coming from, you'll be able to fill in more pieces of the puzzle of your own listening preferences. Don't forget Google and Wikipedia! Speaking of information authorities, here are a few of many sources I, an eccentric autistic, am pleased to learn from:
  • the allmusic database - Slow to navigate, but the one and only! Link one thing to another and your associative thinking will improve impressively.

  • fye - A music store connected to the above and has plenty of sound samples. Note my emphasis on "sound samples" to come. ;)

  • Ishkur's EDM Guide - Full of snarky fun, but read the disclaimers first. The audio samples make this CHOICE!

  • Modulations - A documentary which I've watched several times. Not as spastic as I hoped it would be, but solid. Serious electronic music references are rare because the genre is still young, so stay tuned...

  • 120 Years of Electronic Music - The name says it all, but the only way you'll really get it is by listening to the music. Thankfully, sound samples are provided. There is NO substitute for the actual music, never forget!

  • hyperreal - I've mentioned this before, and it is a super-valuable/invaluable archive. It covers more recent times up to the bulk of the early and mid-90s, but with precocious 11-year-olds getting into the groove, they were in diapers then like rave babies. And Kraftwerk must be MECHA-DINOSAURS. LOL.

From these pages, you will find oodles of further links to follow -- ain't hypertext and the World Wide Web a beauty for being such a beast? So who are Torley Wong's personal favorites of the old vanguard? Here's a sampling of ace memories: Yellow Magic Orchestra's "Rydeen" (this is not the original version); the lo-fi-before-lo-fi-was-cool expressions of Rob Hubbard; w-w-Wendy Carlos's Switched-On Bach; Vangelis and his "Chariots of Fire" antics and beyond, which everyone knows the tune of but how many people can name the composer?; Orbital's "Satan" (God bless them); the big, brassy tubular bells; Jan Hammer's soundtrack to Beyond The Mind's Eye, a certain Tangerine Dream album; and Yanni's Keys To Imagination which still ranks in my book today as one of the crowning achievements of melodic, emotional electronic music.

Please DON'T namedrop the same albums that other people do if you've listened and found you don't actually like them. Don't contort to pressure to conform and "be cool" because you're a unique individual with tastes all your own. So don't pretend, just be you. It's one big musical buffet, this techno music palette. You may not like every dish but none of them are particularly lethal or poisonous (unless you play them at high volumes and kill your hearing :( ), so give each nook and cranny a try and come back for seconds, thirds, ad infinitum!

It is only by knowing what you already like that you will find more of what you like.

Above all, don't forget the fun. Go! (like the seminal Moby single)

Torley's techno music made this comment,
Awww, thanks Mel! :D

Visit me @ http://www.torley.com/

comment added :: 20th August 2004, 14:58 GMT-08
A visitor made this comment,
Great overview. Especially for people like myself who know very little about the history of techno but want to learn more. I'm so happy I stumbled upon your blog. Your music is wonderful and your blog is pure delight! ;-)

http://chandrasutra.typepad.com/

comment added :: 20th August 2004, 13:48 GMT-08
 
Within the technosphere: "best artist" and annoyances pertaining to it
DJ Cinos had the following to say on TranceAddict:


Why do you think that some people...

Say stuff like "Tiesto is the most talented producer ever" (or replace Tiesto with PvD, Armin, Picotto... whomever)?

It's obviously not true, and it annoys me to no end. Sure, they're good, but nowhere NEAR the best. Sorry if I'm ranting, but...



2004.08.18 Wednesday
Of ears and technocultural differences on a real train
Unfortunately, my hearing is still bad. I think it'll take some time still until I can fully recover (I hope), and in the meantime it's a frustrating grind so I do a lot of reading to make use of my time. I know I have a blind spot for the obvious, so I'm thankful to have picked up Neuromancer by William Gibson for reading, among other choice selections. Yes, that IS the "cyberpunk bible", all de facto and bona fide and other words bursting with polyglot virtuosity pointing towards its authenticity and relevance. I had been putting this novel off for years. In a way, it's really refreshing to get the words flowing again. I don't want to say "blessing in disguise", but since I did, that goes. Funny how the title sounds like "New Romancer" if you read it a certain way.

When I think of a techno music track, another type of track comes into mind -- a train track. I think in pictures like this and this is one way I visualize music. When I was a child, I used to have a model trainset and I enthusiastically lorded over the little array of cars and stations, not to mention the trees and other simulated shrubbery, and called myself the conductor. Of course, the word "
conductor" extends to music as well. In the case of electronic music, the baton is virtual, not a magician's stick, and it is more rigorous and mechanical than a human could ever wield it. As in, BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM to the beat of a different drummer, aka BOOOoOooO-O-O-oo-oooom! Which makes for interesting control possibilities and a new permutation of pluses and minuses. On the plus side, the clock keeps on ticking while you do your licking.

I see the separate instruments -- for example, all of the grouped drum tracks from kick to snare to hi-hat and even jiggly little extras beyond -- as trains travelling parallel to one another. If one train carries especially heavy cargo, then it would most likely, but not always, represent the bassy low frequencies. Some trains have oats, others carry pastels and crayons, and some even have kittens on board. (Most, however, are hybrid passenger/freight.) Not dumped en bulk, mind you, but these kittens have comfortable accomodations sitting in their coaches, crossing their legs and sipping catnip tea. They have chaperones too, sage felines who groom the young and teach them how to read newspapers and X-Obsession and instruct them in the business acumen of Y-Obsession and the scientific wisdom of Z-Obsession. There is even a playroom for these cats to get rowdy in. Of course, fresh bedding cots and lavatories of the utmost quality are provided.

The trains are colorful, neon... although there are a few monochrome, the "meat and potatoes" of the operation. The transportation devices have a rustic, antique sort of design to them, with baroque spires wiggling out of the tops of the cars (and a yuge unicorn spike jutting from the head of the locomotive), but they are fast hovertrains that travel at approximately
the speed of sound. And why not? Sometimes two or more trains will run parallel at similar velocities (allowing for jitter), making CH-CH-CH and SHH-SHH noises as they barrel down into the distance. Occasionally, they will even merge and crossfade into one another, leaving you confused as to where one begins and the other ends. Picture this: take two lumps of differently-colored Play-Doh and mash them together repeatedly until they are seamlessly blended and rolled into a sphere. This is one aim of DJ mixing.

Even with such superior technology, there are a few bumps here and there and the vibrations of these (desirable) imperfections make themselves known in several ways: distortion or flange effects, warped pitchbending, and even grainular synthesis. The latter would involve the aftershocks of the cereal trains, which carry Corn Popples and Frosted Fruit Loops and Gunmetal Tiaras --
the only cereal in the shape of a princess's crown (TM). They are located next to the milk trains, of course. (Lactose, but not of bovine origin.)

Somewhere in the distance, the farmer-slash-dash-conductor smiles, knowing he/she/it has led the mechanical automatons to their Promised Land and that everyone will be home in time for dinner. The crops will be sown accordingly, and in due time, the trains will head back with new cargo. Somewhere, a three-headed cockerel goes cuckoo.

As you can see/hear, this is a veritable trans-techno express! This is one of many things I see in my mind's eye when it comes to music. And I miss those feelings so very much. :(

Torley's techno music made this comment,
Thank you, Endless! Yes, I'm here. Life works in weird ways... more to come, I hope! BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM ;)
comment added :: 19th August 2004, 16:17 GMT-08
A visitor made this comment,
hey man, you're site had been down for so long i figured you moved on from net publishing, its really cool to see you back!

http://endless.twistednode.com/

comment added :: 19th August 2004, 13:49 GMT-08
 

2004.08.17 Tuesday
Wanna buy a casket at Costco?
In the "life and death... but more death" dept., Death (capitalized) is of course an obsession of mine. (As is life, and what's in between.) Well then, thanks to Ian on the DeadLikeMeOnline.com boards for bringing this to our obsession, uh, attention: Costco Begins Test Marketing Caskets. No doubt there are reputable funeral homes, and I know I had good personal dealings with the one that helped to bury my Dad six feet under. That's the past now. But there are a lot of scammers out there and in a capitalist market, something so sure as death (half of the taxes certainty-probability pair) is sure to be a moneymaker.

I've got to hand it to Costco: I like their services, I like their prices. I DON't like their fluorescent lights. I'm sensitive to that part of the spectrum and it annoys the heck out of me. But, I suppose, like their quaint cement floors and unobstructed view of construction girders and other things-in-progress, it is part of saving bling whales, as my brother Merritt puts it.  Thank you Costco for a good deal. In fact, I bought my Donald Trump book from them, which goes to show something!

And even more surprising to me lately, after watching the appropriate Penn & Teller's "Bullshit!", was the story behind the seemingly innocent term "living room". Oh really?
Well, that's where the story gets more complicated. Of course, I just have to be pleasingly trite and cliched and think: We each grieve in a different way. And as Emperor Palpatine, who looks like he's just about ready for a funeral aaany time now would say: "So be it, Jedi!"


2004.08.16 Monday
Going to try out Chatango, some form of web chat miniware
There's this neato as Cheetos little thing that the fellow human being known as Joi Ito clued me into, and it's called Chatango. Initially perplexed, I've decided to check it out. Official help file sez: Chatango is a new way to make contact with people online. It's the first tool for real-time, private, disposable, one-to-one communication. It works just like one of those IM products, but doesn't require a download, and is accessible from any computer!

Sounds friendly. I don't quite know why I got into it, because I'm not a big IM/chat person, but I like new experiences (think:
Urgo) and I'm going to give it a spin. Looks efficient enough. Visit my Chatango page and just type a message. Alternatively, try this thing:



And... that should start a conversation? Oh girl, these are all experiments in progress, aren't they? How prototypical of me. Good hope, perhaps we'll converse for a bit tonight.


2004.08.15 Sunday
A special thankyou to Crucibelle
I would like to take this time to graciously thank Crucibelle, of Aspergian Island, a community to discuss Asperger's Syndrome, whether you have it like me or are curious about it. I have namedropped the Island before and will continue to do so as I believe open, healthy communication of this specific type and of more general issues is a priority in the progress of the human race.

We have so many wonderments about each other -- be they what a man thinks of a woman, or what an African-American (Afrerican, my Dad used to contract) thinks of an African-African, and many more distinctions which may or may not be so literal. I only need state the importance of what lies within, and that is unplainly obvious:


She has given me a certain something that goes without saying which is like a magic key, and for this, I am thankful. So yeehaw and thanks, Crucibelle!!

The future of progressive house
Remember progressive house music circa mid-90s A.D.? This is so obvious, that it's not even going to be filed under the department of "Ironic walruses". It's been said that to go forward, you must backup. Likewise, if you're going to progress, regression can be your friend. PROGREG. There are no other analogies that come to mind but something about using poison as the antidote would consume the cake. So,
 
 
For now, it stays a secret garden. I'm just waiting for the Meme Propogation Squad (MPS) to get the scent of the fox. We all saw this coming in our own way.
 
Another ten years will make sense of this. But in the meantime, more has got to happen!

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It might be! We'll see when the time comes. Thanks, Mich, for listening. :)
comment added :: 24th August 2004, 11:41 GMT-08
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I just finished listening to your new song. I thought it was good, but kind of short. Is it going to be in Wong Songs (2b) when you make enough other songs for it?

Mich

comment added :: 24th August 2004, 04:39 GMT-08
 
Into the Mind of the Autistic who is me
From: This article over here! Tharrr......
 
"There are violent, hyperactive autistic people," he writes, "and there are inert and gentle autistic people, verbal ones and nonverbal ones, heartbreakingly retarded ones and astonishingly brilliant ones, graceful ones and clumsy ones, obsessive-compulsive ones and easy-to-please ones, beautiful ones and ugly ones."
 
Can I check off "all of the above"? :) Really though, I do tend to be that dynamic. I'm more on the happy, friendly, subdued-yet-snappy side for the most part, personality-wise. I sure wish I had more common sense though. I'm dumb in that dept.. wish I knew how to pick produce better. I go for the ones in the odd shape configurations that aren't necessarily the tastiest -- and quite often, are decidedly NOT. Can you say, "cubed watermelon time"? Also, I just don't know when to end a conversation and I like talking on and on. Too many ideas. Other times I might be found totally keeping to myself though. I know pleasantness in most modes of life is appreciated. (It's nice to be nice, which is just about the biggest REDUNDANCY  I can imagine.) I know I perceive the world very differently from most and what most people find boring like mundane everyday business, I find absolutely fascinating. Eating fast food makes me utterly excited, it's such a rare treat. The next time I have a bucket of KFC, I will explode. I guess that's why I'm compared to Amelie!
 
I really liked that article. Every now and then and again, I'll check the Google feed on Asperger's Syndrome just to see what up dawg. Remember: it's not an illness, it's a "condition"! And with any conditioner, you'll eventually need shampoo. That's just the way it is. So if I seem a little slow to you, please forgive me and be patient with me, I am, and I'm trying to improve. I'll do the same for you. It's not easy but that's life and I look forward to many quaint antics and miscellaneous adventures to come. As should you.
 
After all, why smell the flowers when you can EAT THEM?!?

A big fan of cyberpunk, that's what I am
Words like "cyberpunk" and "cyberspace" may be trite, cliched, and flat-out overused, but I still have a soft spot for them. The imploding psychology doesn't affect me and I figure even if they go out of fashion to make way for new words, oh, they'll be back -- and the funny thing is, if you think they're walking verbal cliches, then you very well know what they're all about.
 
I've just finished reading a novel while my ears heal (I hope they are, mercy). You may have heard of it, since it came out like a decade ago. I know I've heard it mentioned many times over the last few years, but I finally got my paws on it at the library and I'm really thankful I was able to read it. It goes by such an obvious name and it's an unbridled literary adventure. I need not even begin to explain how epic or wondrous the journey in 400-odd pages is -- it's just that, that good. Bless you, Neal Stephenson, for The Diamond Age. It's "fiction" but it makes some really meaningful, entertaining social commentary which applies to real life, and I just adore the theme of growth and of contrasts (i.e. Victorian vs. Confucian thought and the study between cultures). The ending felt too soon to me, but maybe that's another notch on its bedpost.
 
Some of the ideas within the book seem preposterously obvious (while keenly being presented in some futuristic cyberpunk context), but isn't it strange how often the very obtuse which juts out like a square tomato in a blueberry patch is ignored? I wonder why. Lovely, lovely book. I'm glad to hear that they still have KFC in the future (21XX?).
 
Other books I've read lately include From A Buick 8 by my favorite master of the macabre, Stephen King -- you know who he is. I was a bit shocked to open the first page to discover a mention of a main character's father passing away a year previous in the timeline. My own father passed away on 2003.08.08 so the timing was rather impeccable (as the Penguin from Batman might say).
 
Oh, and since I said "books" in the plural back there: I also read a nice biography by Michio Kaku, one of the world's smartest human beings, on none other than Albert Einstein; and Yanni's autobiography, Yanni In Words. I wish I could give the latter a higher personal rating, but alas, I cannot, for technical details behind how Mr. Chrysomallis actually works his wonders are missing save for a few meager breadcrumbs... and I was hoping to learn more. So this one gets a 3/5 in my... book. Speaking of cliche, it's certainly a cliche that the Y-man (Yanni is apparently equivalent to "John" in Greek?) gets a bad rap for making "new age elevator music" or somesuchsort, but that's an opinion held mostly by the ignorant and unfriendly who have not heard a good wealth of his musical output and do not actually take the time to listen to what the man himself has to say. BTW, I never knew he went through so much trouble to play at the Acropolis before!
 
Coming up next, I will likely be catching up with William Gibson's early canon. He is unquestionably seminal to cyberpunk although he doesn't like the term. I'm getting shades of 80s-90s nostalgia already. I wonder what a similar situation in the 70s would be? Discopunk? Right now I'm in a situation that is a simultaneous curse and blessing because there are lots of books I've wanted to read for years and get educated with, but because of my techno music, I have been putting it off for a long time. Well, I guess now's that time. I was also looking for a good cyberpunk MMORPG -- why don't they do a Deus Ex one? :( -- but nothing as of the here and now has caught my fancy. Got a recommendation? Please, let me know.
 
In other news of the recent, Joyrex's WATMM has got MP3s of the very last Orbital concert @ Maida Vale, the whole shebang. Gracious thank-yous go out to the webmaster for hosting such a historic event, and RIP Orbital (tho *not* the Hartnoll Brothers) and much, much respect ado ado ado due. Go there and download it and preserve a piece of electronic music history that will be sure to be remembered in the hearts of future technophile legions. ^_^
 
Threads of curiosity:
If I could be a cat, I would be...


2004.08.13 Friday
something about peripheral vision
The typewriter-thing began to hiss and fumble like a deflating football perched over the Cayman Islands in an alternate reality, and words it began to spit out. Coherent, yet babbling on and on. Not like a brook. More like a torrential downpour. They came, many in their number, singular in their vision. They spoke in the third and fourth person. Moreso, they liked Cheetos -- no-name (TM) brand. Who could bring it upon themselves to believe such things? I do. I am very thankful, very grateful for life, mine and yours. There is enough pain and suffering in the world as it stands/falls.
 
Thus it went:
 
 
>>> sppppt
 
And it all looks so normal to you. So plain, so mundane (hey, that rhymes!). But there are the little things out of the corners of your eye -- eyes -- or maybe out of the corners of your mind's eye -- again, the possibility for plurality exists -- that kind of make you wonder.. Not wonder about whether this life is a real one, but make you wonder if there's more magic out there to be had and experienced because you haven't fully existed yet. But of course there is. I know there are fringes of reality. This isn't about it. But it's surreal. Definitely surreal. And I know there are gaps, things most of us see and don't even do a double-take. It's like the chameleon, but one that is all colors at the same time. A rainbow chameleon. Crossed with an amoeba. And a zebra. Where's this going? Somewhere I promise. Somewhere, I promise.
 
 
>> pizzaad
 
You know what's delightful? The Neon Ones. I like the Neon Ones. They are elegant and classy, for the most part. They can be crude when they want to, and it's far more mutable and adaptable than turning refined oil back into crude oil. Or something. Somewhere. There's such poise and grace and balance and it all strikes out.
 
 
> green spuds bomber <crossreferenced:with> mahjong. Roll The Dice, Hoss.
 
I wonder why there aren't more bios of the Americanime mavericks. Will there be??3hrhfh3hf39r2934i8llll...........l....l.llllaaa
 
 
IV. tantalizing cows
 
I used to do this every morning. Not brush my teeth with Aqua-Fresh or eat Corn Pops -- those things, I do not do anymore. But every day toddling off to school, I'd take time to sit at the terminal and write something. It might be a story, it might be a true story, it might be somewhere in between. And that's what comes naturally to me. Certainly a way to express creativity. Certain words and word-pairings (and sometimes, even more compound groupings making for increased simple complexities) I really adore and like to use over and over again over the course of the spacetime continuum. Sure, it might go away. Your dog has to go in the doghouse too. But if your dog's a loyal one, he'll come back. She'll come back. Same for your cat.
 
That being said, why can't we have a word that describes both male and female? I'm not talking about "shemale". But notice he and she? "It" isn't valid. Can we have "xer" (wisely suggested to me by several sages), as the X = variable to be filled in later. Can we please have the gracious benefit of taking that one on?
 
 
FIVE.
 
There's a twist to some tales. But sometimes, no twist will be the biggest twist of all. Take note of these: imploding psychology, mimetic propagation, technosnobs, technocracy, Philip Glass Principle, state the obvious, redundancy. More to come.
 
 
THE AFOREMENTIONED IS STRICTLY FICTIONAL FACT. It is not *the* puzzle.
 
It is a piece of the puzzle. =^_@=
 
 
The display shut down momentarily. The typewriter-thing seemed to sooth itself, making sounds not unlike that of a sick hiccuping frog -- Michigan J. Frog if you need a name -- and somewhere in the distance, a man with a wrinkled brow wrinkled it further, increasing the temporal redundancy factor by a multiplier of 10x. It was like a sick pinball game being played out not by God and the devil but by Curtis Wilcox and George Lass. Cumulus came and went. Cumulus came.
 
And somewhere, in the midst of all of this, there were smiles. Ridiculous smiles, almost like those chibi manganime characters you see advertised all over Fifth Avenue in NY, New York. Somewhere in a park near there, there's a statue celebrating the lives of a couple of great human beings. It's worn and pigeons shit all over it but it gets cleaned nicely. The clubs nearby pump out no end of delinquently restrained beats, content to thump into the wee hours of the morning -- say, 3 AM and beyond. Up into the sunrise. Where the cumulus came again, and comes again. All for you. All for us. The human race. greetings, fellow human being! :)
 
Yeah, there are smiles, baby!
 
I hope you eat well too... techno music plays on (like the mechanized marching band it can be but not always is).


2004.08.08 Sunday
Bye Dad, I miss you and I love you . . .

Almost exactly a year ago, my Father, Lim Choo Wong (who I sometimes called Choo-Choo Train), passed away.

 

I wanted to put up a website memorial shrine or something but I would have to do something that would really honor him (honor was a big thing to him, and yes, he was like a Klingon in that regard).

 

I'm not worthy... yet!

 

Dad, thanks for:

 

-supporting me even though my eccentricity bothered you many times (I know it did)

-listening to me when I told you about Asperger's Syndrome and serving me a hot meal... one of the last

-spanking me hard enough to teach me a lesson but not so hard that it could be called child abuse

-throwing birthday parties for me even though I didn't care

-reminding me I have to appreciate my real friends in real life

-showing me the value of hard work, even when you fall off a ladder all bloody

-covering my eyes when we watched Tales From The Crypt, that episode with Danny DeVito getting chainsawed in half

-not covering my eyes upon subsequent viewings of horror movies

-taking me fishing -- maybe some day I'll get it

-teaching me honor and the value of a handshake in this day and age of shame

-cooking grilled cheese sandwiches. I don't think I'll ever eat one again, and if I do, it will have to be for a special occasion.

-never forgetting my birthday

-letting me be me, and being there since Day -0.

 

Bye Dad, I miss you and I love you . . .

 

"I'm growing up, but I haven't even begun to eat the first potato."


2004.08.02 Monday
i'm asking this question:
. . . somewhere in the heavens, they are waiting . . .

A visitor made this comment,
Well, I'd stop myself from going to that museum I went to in 4th grade. That way I could stop having annoying thoughts about it.

Mich

comment added :: 24th August 2004, 04:46 GMT-08
Raoul Asimov made this comment,
Thanks for the comment and I'm digging your music, but considering all of the music I listen to I might not be the person you want a compliment from.

Visit me @ http://mrenthusiasm.blog-city.com/

comment added :: 11th August 2004, 18:02 GMT-08
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thanks for the visit, come back soon!

I'd stop cameron diaz from meeting justin timberlake, and me and cameron would fall in love, happy ending!

Visit me @ http://cjh9999.blog-city.com/

comment added :: 11th August 2004, 15:14 GMT-08
 

2004.08.01 Sunday
what if you could travel back in time?
I'm not asking this question. :) But it is something worth considering. I've had worse headaches lately, on a daily basis. Something like what happened to the protagonist of that "old" computer game Dark Seed, but this is my life. I remember where parts of me were manufactured and assembled. Now this may seem odd, but let me explain it this way: I don't mean, my biological self, but parts of my mental ideology and how I think about things from within. It has to do with techno music -- of course. A lifelong obsession, continuing despite the fact I have a hard time with hearing right now. It worries me that I'm here, and yet, I am optimistic for the future. Why? I remember visiting Hyperreal for the first time. Do you remember Hyperreal? This archive of techno music and rave info, a great-glorious repository of knowledge from many souls, still stands. It isn't a spring chicken, but neither is it some Ancient (capitalized) artifact left behind by the Goa'uld. I visited there again today. I'll have to make a note to add it to my favorites, as it definitely was an old fave... and is again. I'm not sure how much is going on there right now (says it's still being updated in 2004). I'll have to delve deeper. Dig deeper. Get some answers.
 
Thanks to Paul for pointing me to ilovebees.com. No doubt you've heard of it so I don't need to explain more. I've never played an ARG, much less (or more) Halo, but I'm an old-school Bungie fan dating back to their Mac game called Marathon. The story still impresses impressionably to this day, and the buzz (ha!) of this latest campaign just continues this on. It's nice to see some things continue. Some things can't continue, though, like MTV Amp. Ah, the great failed revolution of electronica (techno music) in the late 90s, around the period '97-'98 and the big article in TIME Magazine I used to have pasted up on my bedroom wall. It had big mugs of luminaries like Prodigy (who are surprisingly still around, like 7 years later) and the Chems and . . .  all of that excitement faded. But techno music came back in a more slinky, subtle fashion. Fashion? Yes, fashion shows, car commercials, video games aka interactive entertainment, and all that. It's nice to know what BT and allies like doing. YES, besides AI rampancy, more awareness of electronic music is just what we need and the tip of a warm iceberg. To deny ourselves the potential of TECHNOlogically-based music forms is to deny ourselves progress, to deny ourselves computers and the Internet and iPods and even, to a certain degree, more affordable music lessons for the tots.
 
 
Back to Hyperreal, there was a retrospective hindsight of the "Golden Age" where the Ravers (with a capital "R", no less) ran free and a diverse variety of techno music styles conglomerated and were harmoniously mixed by the DJ-as-shaman under one roof, one night, for all to enjoy. You can observe traces of this in the Amen breaks in happy hardcore tunes still produced in the veinful spirits of those neon lights... just a few years ago. Perhaps there was too much romantization (spX) as far as drug ODs and deaths went, but that wasn't nearly as bad as the ignorance that followed in the form of the RAVE Act (named for a reason) and other uninformed, misinformed, anti-informed quackery. Things splintered over that after that. There's a sad lack of unity in techno music today. Sure, we have so many styles as Ishkur will keenly attest to, but infighting and divisiveness is all too common, segregating what should be a united people further. It is a BROKEN CULTURE. Hey, it's music. Many types of people, many types of music.
 
Why is "trance" such a dirty word? I'm not asking this question. :) But it is something worth considering.

Torley's techno music made this comment,
Yes, unfortunately it is. "Trance" and "Cheesy" can often be found sleeping on park benches together, crying out for love. :(
comment added :: 2nd August 2004, 19:49 GMT-08
A visitor made this comment,
Trance is a dirty word?
I haven't been to Hyperreal since college.
Flashback time.

Pete [[email protected]]

comment added :: 2nd August 2004, 16:31 GMT-08
 

2004.07.31 Saturday
have you tilted your baby today?
It was recently reported in World News that Tilt test spots early Asperger's. Sounds unusually simple to me, but then again: 1) I've never been tilted, and 2) simple gets overlooked and makes easy eggs.
 
One thing that's been making me angry lately, *especially* with the tragic deaths of good people in the world, is the fact that quotes like "Life life to the fullest!" are often tossed out, but who really follows that up until the next grim reminder? And then the cycle repeats. It's so REDUNDANT . Granted, even I need to be reminded about things like common sense (which comes to me as something extensively learned, not simple intuition), but I would think that if you're going to throw motivational catchphrases around, at least make some more effort to live up to the goodness within you and do good to others and yourself. Really, is it that hard to be nice? I don't get it.
 
I'm beginning to understand why some animal lovers are reclusive away from humanity and adore their critters so much -- it's partly because of things like the aforementioned. You're nice to a fellow human being, but they just keep acting hostile and like a real jackass/bitch/[insert other insult here]. Nothing ever changes in that contour regard... nothing. Or, it gets worse. That's pathetic and shameful. It makes me all the more thankful for people who don't bullshit their way through daily life (instead, selectively saving the B.S. for those extra special moments ;) ) and who honor their words. Like "I'll call you sometime" or "Live life to the fullest!" BTW, if I ever seem overly serious and take things literally, it's because I am. I'm slow in that department, so please be gentle and clarify stuff to me. It goes a long way towards earning my respect, and I will be thankful to you.
 
Lament Configuration is the Rubik's Cube from Hell.

A visitor made this comment,
My mom saw that tilt test on tv and said she couldn't tell the difference between the two babies@_@

Bridgett

comment added :: 31st July 2004, 15:53 GMT-08
 

2004.07.30 Friday
sorry about the ending of the village
I don't like typing. I really don't. Words don't come to me easily and I *know* that there's always something off and quirky about my phrasing and diction, no matter how straightlined I try to make it, it always comes out as ME. :| I have to struggle really hard at writing or even saying anything in order for it to make sense. That being said, I need practice, and the only way I can practice typing is by typing... so I hope this doesn't come off even worse. I'm feeling bad right now for the hurt and pain I have caused:
 
I'd like to take this time to apologize to Andy aka torontotrance, JayD, and everyone else I spoiled The Ending of The Village for. I'm really sorry about that and for ruining a fun night for you guys. :(

rest in peace, adam spears the starkid
In the midst of my obsession with life and death... comes more heavy-handed news. I was just living another day, watching an episode of Dead Like Me, when I decided to flip to my favorite forums on the Internet. Little did I know what I would learn next:
 
It was just announced that producer Adam Spears, known as Starkid, has just passed away. A lot has been said about this already. My words echo the deepest respect and sympathy expressed before me and if I had something to add, it'd be this: we have another tragic death in the EDM family. Adam's loved ones must be so devastated right now, especially because was on the cusp of releasing more progressive productions and delivering more dancefloor enjoyment in the due course of honoring his folks. Starkid's best-known production, "Crayons", was not the the kind of track I "got" at first, and I had to loop it several times to really "get" it. So I "get" it now, but it took awhile. I think that says something about life.
 
In another eerie connection, Starkid & Blake Jarrell put together a production called "Apricot". Now, Starkid is among the Stars, no doubt, making music from the unfathomable heavens above.
 
 
PLUR+R
 
"When you can't make sense of someone leaving, you sometimes try to make sense of what they left behind. And it makes it whole a lot easier when what they left you was beautiful." - George Lass, Dead Like Me


2004.07.28 Wednesday
learning more stuff - some collected musings of Torley Wong
Today I asked a question at TheDarkTower.net, querying about how Stephen King keeps all the connections in his books straight. Now, I know there've been a few inconsistencies and slipups over the years, but he does a pretty amazing job. It's really like there's this galaxy in his brain and he writes to get it out! Hopefully I'll get some keen insights to this soon.
 
One reason why I like Dead Like Me so much is possibly because I used to watch My So-Called Life all the time when that was on -- well, before it was cancelled, anyway -- and I can see a few similarities. Such as: the introspective narration, the coping with life (life after life in the case of the former, anyway), and good characterization. As good as a group of grim reapers are going to get, anyway.
 
I went over to Photek Productions to listen to what was up with Rupert Parkes and friends. My visit was overdue. To say the least, this didn't sound like the Photek I knew! Not to slag him off because I have a profound respect for this ninjar beatz as featured on Modus Operandi circa late-90s and the like, but this sounded fun but... generic? Cookie cutter? Cliched (without the cliches being twisted around like I like)? Are those even words I should be using? Maybe he wanted a change of direction, more for the dancefloor? Maybe I should ask? Maybe I will. In any case, he has a classy name. ;)
 
I should clarify that my position is not to rudely criticize other artists for creative decisions I don't understand, because really, I can only speak for myself. It's just not what I would do, even though it may appear like it because *I am full of contradictions. I come from a dark time and place in realspace of being a chinstroking, wine-guzzling (well, not that part), opium-toking (not that part either) classical music snob and later a technosnob . . . . and while purist elitism has its place, that place would be in a small cage -- where Exhibit A: Snobby the Snob can be laughed at while cheap-ass crackers and filthy footwear are thrown in its very specific direction. The world's a big place. That's obvious, but all too often, I forget that. Planet Earth has such a spectrum and rich diversity of artistic creations for many tastes and if you don't like apples, maybe you'll like oranges. Or mangos and kiwis and more esoteric fruits like the PALMAPPLE. But I don't like blueberries, because to me, they taste like soap. But you might. And that's okeydokeykaraoke.
 
Being the reformed snob that I am, I realize there is a certain irony in being an anti-snob to snobs and locking down on them. That irony is not lost on me. The good guys have guns too. The attitudes behind techno music creation and consumption do matter to me, and if there's going to be one constant word driving the train like Blaine the Mono, it might as well be: FUN. Sometimes people don't really like a type of music genuinely and earnestly; they only claim to like it because it makes them trendy and makes other people like them. For a short amount of life, anyway. Then that phase passes, and it's onto the next. But if you're not really enjoying yourself, why listen? Why waste it? More people than will fess up to it happen to like the music of, say, Avril Lavigne and/or Britney Spears. I like both, and say it proudly. Am I ashamed to like... music? Doesn't it sound ridiculous? I'd certainly be ashamed if I was an abusive daddy who molested my daughter and beat/raped/killed her mommy, but why should I be ashamed to listen to Top 40 radio? Makes no sense to me. ABSURD AS A TURD! And alongside that, I have many listening selections which are lesser-known but I enjoy them too, additionally. Buffet time. Mmmmmm.
 
Gradius. You remember that video game, Gradius? I'm sure it wasn't the first of its kind, but it's a good example. You start with a basic bona fide spaceship, and as you battle the bad guys -- a whole plethora of spacefaring nasties from an evil empire -- you get upgrades. Like: better laser beams, a shield generator on top, and these curious things called "Options" which are vaguely amorphous spermsacks that duplicate your movements and shots like shadow fighters (Ninja Gaiden is another game featuring such a feature). All of these varied enhancements make your ship more powerfully well-rounded. Likewise, same with music. Until you've listened to more of what's out there, how do you even know? Don't resist your curiosity. Onlineness offers such easy access to tunes, more than a whole orchestra at your fingertips.
 
I think there's a sort of imploding psychology holding people back. We, like robots in this culture, are programmed to handshake despite the observations that:
  1. You really, really don't know where people's hands have been! Ewww.
  2. Does a handshake even mean anything in this day and age of noncommittment? UNLESS it comes from someone you know and trust enough... to know where his or her hands have been? Double ewww.
I don't like to handshake. Really, I don't. I could say "it's nothing personal" but that's a lie. It IS personal! It's part of my person and if I'm going to handshake, I'd *strongly prefer* that it means something and isn't a token gesture. And furthermore, you'd better have clean hands. Not just for my health, but for yours. Aren't you concerned about where my hands have been, petting cats and all that? It goes both ways. As such, I like to bow like the Japanese or wai like the Thai. Getting down and boogying is fine, and I guess slamming asses might be too since (most people's) assspheres are cleaner than is popularly thought.
 
Please don't get me started on "Hi, how are you today?" ;) I'll leave that one for another time. Back to the flesh-and-blood automatons we are: I'm convinced we have to strive to break our programming, and show more honesty and passion in what we truely believe in and what we want to show our enthusement/enthusiasm for. It will always be a struggle in life, and this is NOT to say we shouldn't have restraint -- as we should when it comes to retail therapy -- but what comes positively and naturally to us, we should express, including goodwill as channelled through the arts such as... techno music. TECHNOlogically-based music is made on machines, but those machines are made by humans. And it will continue to be this way for some time, despite the increasing levels of automation employed.
 
If you're a listener, listen to what you want, and don't let the PPP (Pissy Peer Pressure) get to you. Express yourself as only you can and... just be you, just be fun!
 
If you play a role in the electronic music creation process too, there are some things I'd like to share with you. We'll call this section:
 
TECHNO MUSIC TIPPAGE
  1. DON'T be afraid of melody. You won't always need a catchy tune, but that's no reason to fear what is the musical equivalent of a warm, snuggly security blanket. Or maybe an oak tree, because oak trees are strong and a well-crafted melody is powerful.
  2. DON'T be afraid of rhythm and harmony either, however you choose to define that. Keep your ears open, because drums -- such as toms -- can be tuned tonally, and you can create chords out of them if you do creative processes to them such as lengthening them farrr past a natural lifespan, and ah behold the wonders of timestretching.
  3. FOUR-ON-A-FLOOR IS YOUR FRIEND. It's been here since the dawn. It will be here past midnight too, snacking. Some say "it's boring", but your heartbeat is boring too and it keeps you alive. Damnit, if you ever get concerned, in the middle of the track, try this: shuffle the kicks and snares a little. For example, move the second kickdrum of a bar an 8th note forward. Maybe tease and introduce it in with a delayed fx line or a flanged cymbal. Voila, you've got yourself a breaksy little section which takes only a few minutes to prepare. A little spice to the meal. Tasty. And yummy food is fun.
  4. DON'T overdo special effects. Obviously, there are exceptions to this that prove the rule, but think of it this way: how many times have you seen a movie in recent times and complained it was "too CG" and that there were "wayyy too many special effects"? There you go. Icing goes on top of the cake. Icing is not the whole cake. And if icing IS your whole cake, God have mercy on your arteries.
  5. DON'T be afraid of hitting that dreaded Preset Button. There's some more imploding psychology at work for you. Of course you wanna avoid prefab sounds, right? But here's my slanted perspective: if everyone else is too scared, don't you want to be the brave one? If those sounds never get used, the original sound designer's work will go to waste. Plus, you can tweak them to your taste, and if it doesn't work out, bake a cake from scratch. Just have fun with it and don't let any grand stigma cloud you. Which brings me to...
  6. THE OBVIOUS IDEAS ARE OFTEN OVERLOOKED. Hello, Mr.-Philip-Glass-repeating-two-notes-over-and-over? Hyperbolic, but you see how he made his career. Here's another one for you: punk music. What could be more obvious than primal three-chord pounding bucking against the establishment, and other raw delights? Snare rolls still have plenty of life in them, so don't ya let anyone else talk ya out of them. Mr. Wong here places a C-bill on the next point, which would be...
  7. TAKE THOSE CLICHED, UNLOVED IDEAS AND ADOPT THEM LIKE PETS -- IN FACT, CATCH THEM LIKE POKEMON! Give them a warm bath and lots of tender love, and a nice cot to sleep in. Cliches never die. They may turn into strays that are hated (much to their frustration -- if someone kept beating you with a stick and never explained why, wouldn't you hate the world?), hence all the need for more love. Push words like "cheesy" and "trite" out of your head for a sec, and realize that if the wheel was meant to be reinvented, it would have been done so by now. Not so. Think gradual adaptation. People give and take back to Planet Earth. Are trees a cliche? There are so many of them that look the same! What's a forest? If you're looking at the forest from a bird's-eye view, you're seeing the Forest. AND the Trees. You know about my analogy of music: it's one big tree, with main branches and sub-branches and sub-sub-branches. But all of them are part of one big tree. You can try to saw a branch off, but a sage human being realizes that while pruning is necessary, grafting might be a keen idea too. A conservationist mentality goes a long way towards sonic wildlife survival. Breed two cliches together (don't worry, you won't have to do the Bob Barker on them) and their child will be fresh, new -- and LOVED. And you are responsible for this love.
  8. Related to the above, puleeze don't ever make a proclaimation like "The 303s/808s/909s sound is DEAD". Hey, even if your grandparents are dead, they live on in you in a way. Even if you aren't biologically related and are adopted, hopefully your parents have shown you love and ideals and moral teachings and other such goodies that also live on in you. Circle of life... Lion King time baby!
  9. DO YOU LIKE TECHNO, TRANCE, OR HOUSE MORE? I'm sorry, that question just boggles my mind. I'm smart, but not smart enough to answer something like that. Why not combine all three? Tech-trancey house? I hear it's a wonderful dish, and your guests will love it. Serve it with an opening appetizer of ambient breaks, and everyone's taste buds will absolutely WATER.
  10. Speaking of water, Bruce Lee once had this to say: "Empty your mind. Be formless, shapeless. Like water. You put water into a cup it becomes the cup. Put it into a teapot, it becomes the teapot.  Now water can flow or creep or drip or crash. Be water my friend." I've applied this philosophy to my music, and if you're comfortable with it, I encourage you to give it a try too. Obviously, there are contradictions in the words and it sounds like a paradox. The joy isn't entirely in finally solving the puzzle, let me tell ya that -- THE PROCESS MATTERS. I ain't ever seen no happy human without a brain, and yet modernspeak makes such a big difference between "thinking" and "feeling", medically inaccurate figures of speech as they may be. Evolve. If you can take where you're coming them from and really assemble it in a way that reflects where you are going right now and where you want to go in the not-so-distant future, it will do wonders for your confidence to express yourself. There are enough rigid clones out there playing the lame game. For the love of Kraftwerk, DON'T be one of them. 
  11. EVER NOTICE HOW WONDERFUL JUXTAPOSITION, HYBRIDIZATION, MISHMASHING, ETC. ARE? I don't wanna throw out a word like... say, folktronica, but there you go. The melding of old and new, low-tech and high-tech. I sometimes wonder why some peeps made such a fuss over Bob Dylan playing an electric guitar. Or why such a deal was made out of sampled electric guitar in earlier techno tracks -- something which is so commonplace today that you could do a triple-take and treat it like a neck exercise as opposed to being surprised. Don't let the imploding, exploding psychology get to you. Sometimes, you won't be able to describe your most brilliant Frankenstein ideas until AFTER you've executed them (made them come alive -- not killed them!) and combined them in your lab. That's a-OK. A Momma doesn't know how her baby really turns out until many years later, even if she knows the child's Father.
  12. DO try to hold your laughter when it comes to candy ravers and costumed clubbers. Drug overdoses aside, they're having lots of fun, and their passionate support for the DJs and producers is unequalled.
  13. DO it your way!!!
*deep breath* I gotta say it again: DO it your way!!! And always remember, PLUR(R) to the giants who have come before us so that your path is eased, your vision of the future clearer. There will always be new, lofty tasks for humans interested and involved in techno music (as in the umbrella, not "Detroit or Cologne techno" specifically) to take on, and new styles and substyles -- branches of that great, fabled Electronic Dance Music tree -- that will explode progressively like so many majestic, magnificent cloudbursts............ that tree is hovering above us all, filled with bountiful promises we can't even begin to fathom.
If we're lucky, some of us may get to kiss it.
And kissing's just Level 1-1 of this video game.

Torley's techno music made this comment,
Mette! As ya know, I haven't exactly been able to make music lately. So one thing I *can* do is write.

Awwwwww *huggles* remember, FRIENDFAN. lol.. That's what I like to hear. Thanks for sharing a memory -- I haven't listened to that in a long time myself.

What was your holiday like?

comment added :: 30th July 2004, 15:35 GMT-08
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(I can't remember my pass hehe..)
Wow Torlington, you wrote a novel while I was on holiday! I take it typing doesn't tire you as much anymore =)
I just listened to FOOTSTEPS again today, the very first Torley Tune I heard and I felt like reminding you I adore you and you have made my life so much better than it would have been without your music. Big hugs (no handshakes) from an ooold fan.

metamay

comment added :: 30th July 2004, 07:30 GMT-08
Torley's techno music made this comment,
Hey Bridgett, I wanna let you know, turn that frown upside down :)

It bothers me only if the other person is NOT interested and just says it like a robot.

If you're saying it from the goodness of your heart, then it's all thumbs-up from me!

comment added :: 28th July 2004, 23:08 GMT-08
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I often say "hi, how are you doing?":( Does it bother you if the person is actually interested in how you are doing?

Bridgett

comment added :: 28th July 2004, 21:46 GMT-08
 
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